In Blackest Night – Mirtazapine Day 9
I’m nine days in to my fling with Mirtazapine. Today was a struggle to get out of bed but I don’t think it has anything to do with the meds – the pain in...
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In Blackest Night – The Great Clown Pagliacci & Mirtazapine Day 8
Having read and watched ‘Watchmen‘, the above quote has always struck a chord with me. There’s something about Alan Moore’s work that lures me in and that, I feel, holds a deep meaning to...
In Blackest Night – Mirtazapine – Day 7
Seven days. Sometimes the fate that sentence implies based on ‘The Ring‘ seems so alluring it’s beyond belief. Today has been an improvement on yesterday. The ‘ride-along’ feeling is still there and has waxed...
In Blackest Night – Mirtazapine – Day 6
Today has been marginally better than yesterday in terms of mood/energy…although I haven’t really done much today. The pain, from what I am convinced is a pinched nerve, is much worse. Painkillers have failed...
In Blackest Night – Mirtazapine – Day 5
Another day, another update. Nothing much new to report – my mood is still shitty and the tiredness continues. One thing that seems to be ailing me is, what I initially thought was a...
In Blackest Night – Axioms & Postulates – You Don’t Look Ill
Since my first In Blackest Night post, I have had a number of ideas running wild in my head. I’m trying to blog as soon as I get them but it’s not always possible....
In Blackest Night – Mirtazapine – Day 4
Today has been a rough day. I felt the on-set of at least three panic (anxiety) attacks today. I’m not sure if it’s down to the Mirtazapine or not as I only seem to...
In Blackest Night – Depression Is…(Part 2)
Since my initial post, I’ve been thinking of other, possibly better, ways to describe depression and anxiety. I was listening to The Nerdist Podcast episode 773 (Alex Winter returns) – I am so far...
In Blackest Night – Mirtazapine – Day 3 (AKA The Day After A Missed Dose)
After my blog post yesterday,I ended up succumbing to the lures of sleep and had a nap for about an hour. When I woke up, after a moment or two of feeling disoriented, I...
In Blackest Night – Mirtazapine – Day 2
I ended up dozing off a number of times yesterday – slept about three hours before I ended up going to bed and slept all night with the exception of waking up once. The...
